grief doesn’t merely sit.
it resides,
it burrows,
nests,
settles in,
envelopes.
heavy,
weighted,
ever-present,
suffocating my
lightness of being
that it has replaced.
once a raw
shocking stranger,
now,
a reluctantly
accepted
companion.
always present.
constant.
a part of,
yet no longer,
all of
my being.